I've just realised that since I started this blog I haven't done a post dedicated to the single most important person in my life who is my mum. I feel so ashamed and upset with myself as she is the one person who has been there for me from day one and has never given up on me.
Me and my mum have a very fickle relationship like any mother and daughter but I don't think she realises how much I actually do love, respect and appreciate her as I must admit I am very difficult to understand and live with. I always have good intentions but often have difficulty putting into practice.
However from the day I was born and diagnosed with my condition she has been the one constant person in my life who did and still does almost everything for me. She comes to every hospital appointment, stays with me whenever I am in hospital which is months at a time sometimes and is very over protective of me till today as if I am still her little baby girl. I love her so much and don't know what I would do if she was not round. I live my life for my mum.
Mum, I know it's not always obvious by the way that I am sometimes but I just want you to know that you are my life, my inspiration and my strength and I love you so much. God blessed me with the best mum ever.
